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LIKE MOSS GROWING INSIDE SNOW

11/20/2020

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On this day, I have come to the beach to remember an old friend who left us one year ago this month. I brought with me a candle made by another mutual friend in her honor. I envision myself with the candle lit, walking in the sand, with her spirit beside me. However, to light this candle, I have brought matches I got at a bar over 30 years ago. They are from a place we went together when we were too young to be in bars. These matches, marking the year we met, need to light this particular candle. But they don't. I use every match. 

As the last match is blown out by the wind, I laugh and feel my friend laughing with me. I stop to pick up stones, except they aren't the moody dark stones I normally reach for. They are bright white with hints of green, like moss growing inside snow. My friend is choosing them; my hand is hers. I continue to enthusiastically reach for them until my pocket is heavy and wet with rocks. The unlit candle sits in my other pocket. I feel the weight of absence alongside the joy of the moment, the shared love of the ocean.
shredded tire
surfer on beach
drift wood
rocks at the beach
rainbow kite
fort made out of driftwood
wave
variegated stone
surfer facing ocean waves
stone on pebbles
hill in headlands
rope and seaweed
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Ju Fo
12/22/2020 08:01:01 am

Oh T, this one made me cry. So beautiful & darkly funny.i want to see those colorful rocks but I guess I do through your word picture.... good thing you kept those matches.

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